I know I've been a way for a bit, and again I'm sorry for inconsistencies, but other than health, I've been dealing with some very personal stuff in my life that's been causing me some panic attacks and to over stress. I'll try and upload again soon, but right now I'm just trying to keep my head.
2021-10-08 02:00:48 +0000 UTC View PostI decided to set up a Amazon wishlist which you can get to from my bio. Feel free to add what you think would work for me, or to gift me some things. Love you all and I'll send out another Pic in a bit when I leave work.
2021-09-09 17:19:22 +0000 UTC View PostAre you guys happy with the content I put out?
2021-09-09 15:34:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Took this while I'm here at work and sent it to my mate I've known since high-school who's bi as well. You may see him show up in some future posts, and he's a bit heavier set dude.
2021-09-09 14:08:57 +0000 UTC View Post
One more before I'm trapped for 8 hours, also, if I were to make an Amazon wishlist, would yall be interested?
2021-09-09 08:20:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Have an early morning shift at work. Figured since it will be hot out I should look hot. Hope you enjoy.
2021-09-09 07:47:52 +0000 UTC View Post
Would you play with me if you found me at work like this? I've got the van for the night after all
2021-09-05 22:20:21 +0000 UTC View Post
Fuck it, one more since I've been slacking. Sorry all but I promise to post more when I can
2021-09-05 20:14:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Figured I'd finish the gym with the free shower and see how long I can keep this in tonight at work. Also thinking about getting one of those lovesense plugs in the future for some fun times.
2021-09-05 20:10:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Last day at the gym before my rest day. Chose to make it labor day cause why not. Also I'll get back to posting what I used to post soon, just trying to get used to my legs being fucked more. If anyone would like to donate a new nerval system, that would be swell and I'd ask how you did it 😊 🤣
2021-09-05 19:39:15 +0000 UTC View Post
It may not be obvious at first, but I've been trying to go to the gym recently, build up some body mass cause I'm a little on the anorexic side. Stopped by planet fitness on the way to work for a quick workout, 30 chest press, 30 shoulder press, 20 lbs for both cause again, weak.
2021-09-03 20:32:45 +0000 UTC View Post
So I went to club Orlando, already got 3 guys off on me, good start to the work week for me
2021-08-27 19:38:13 +0000 UTC View Post
I need to shave, but I figured it's overdue. Still hurts to stand, but wanted to give you all a glimpse as to what I look like. Mask has to stay on tho for covid sake, had it a second time even with the vaccine, was not fun.
2021-08-27 19:15:11 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, I know I promised a surprise for the 200 followers milestone, and I'll give it, you've got my word on that, but I've got a problem going on. Now I'm about to be 23, so I'm not that old, my body on the other hand, doesn't care about that anymore. Things have gotten a bit worse to say the least, and because of what's been going on, my body has started creating false heart attacks. My nerves have gotten so bad that the muscles in my chest around my heart are being set off to where it feels exactly like a heart attack, doctors even explained it to me as there's no real way to fix that anymore. So like I said, I promise to give the 200 milestone, but I'm sorry to say it's gonna be a bit late.
2021-08-08 19:15:02 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, I see the love and support and I want to say thank you even tho I'm not as active as I want to be. So here's the deal, let's get to 200 subs right, and I'll try and get a video released and possibly a face reveal. What do ya say? Can we do it?
2021-07-30 16:37:12 +0000 UTC View Post
So I know you cant tell from the photo, but it's really difficult for me to stand right now, and has been alot lately. Missed almost all of work the past 2 weeks cause of constant ER trips. Hopefully soon this pain will fade a bit to where it's not as intolerable. But this was to most let yall know I'm still alive and pushing, since kicking would hurt.
2021-07-28 00:30:45 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, so time for an update. As I stated before, I'm going through a process that's common for diabetics known as neuropathy, which can be a very painful process. I've been trying for the past couple weeks with help from my girlfriend (I'm bi and nobody knows so its our little secret) and my roommates to try and get through this, but it's been painful and difficult beyond hell. This past week alone, I've been to the ER about 5 or 6 times, and only once, being LAST NIGHT mind you, did anyone actually try and help me. They gave me a bit of morphine, a sedative that didn't last long, like the morphine, and help numb the pain for the 4 hours I was there. Got out at midnight and went home and the pain followed. My girlfriend saw how bad it was for me cause she deals with chronic pain all the time with her health problems as well, and she saw me break into literal tears cause I couldn't even lay down without massive pain. Thankfully I'm seeing my doctor again finally on Monday after work and hopefully getting medication that can help me out. So wish me luck please as I'm really struggling to move at this point.
2021-07-16 23:09:30 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, so first off, thank you for helping me hit 150+ followers, I appreciate it severely. Now... I know I haven't been as active again lately, and I do apologize, however my health has begun to decline again. I'm maintaining my sugars for my diabetes and doing better there, but after years of just constant struggle getting the right dosage that works for me, my body is taking its tole. For those who are unaware, anyone can develop a problem know as neuropathy. Diabetics suffer through this a hell of alot more tho. In my own personal opinion as it's killing me with pain rn as I type this, it feels like someone has taken a bowie knife, one of those big fuckers, and stabbed it through both my feet and nailed me to a cross with it as they stab my legs repeatedly with a rusty screwdriver. Needless to say, this is also a problem, that can't necessarily be reversed but maintained with additional medication. Long story short, my body hates me, and so does the universe cause this shit right here...socks. Wish me luck over these next few weeks as I'm gonna try and work with doctors to find a solution to alleviate the pain a bit.
2021-07-01 09:33:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Payday was Friday, and that means new toys. The pink one isn't new technically, it's a replacement for one I got a while back that didn't work.
2021-06-19 22:04:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Got these today on my way to work, thought I'd show them off
2021-06-12 23:33:34 +0000 UTC View Post
It's a nice 100° OUT, COME ON FLORIDA, CHILL
2021-06-11 20:04:37 +0000 UTC View PostI love working nights, get to be by myself and chill with an easy job. Also to the gentlemen who tipped me, thank you, that was very kind of you and I appreciate it to the fullest. Perhaps with my next paycheck I can use some of it to get me a new toy to try out 😉🥰
2021-06-05 22:54:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Time for a shower, then to do laundry and call it a night. A bit worried tho cause I'm almost out of my insulin and pharmacy is being a bit slow on filling my prescription order, so here's hoping it's ready tomorrow like they said it would be.
2021-06-02 05:01:44 +0000 UTC View PostSo either my health has really been keeping me occupied or I entered a time warp, cause I remember being at 50 something followers and now...holy hell 126 and counting?!?! Thank you everyone for being supportive, your all amazing!
2021-06-01 17:08:41 +0000 UTC View Post
Out by the pool at a private mens club. Sorry for lack of posts, been running into a lot of health issues lately with my diabetes thats been keeping me occupied.
2021-05-28 20:06:23 +0000 UTC View Post
I've got to clean up again, but figured why not. Hope yall enjoy, now time to sleep after a 51 hour work week. Also I have 2 jobs now just to try and support myself, so yeah...fun
2021-03-22 11:21:51 +0000 UTC View Post
