I decided to make today a Throwback Thursday. I was observi..
Added 2020-06-18 23:00:34 +0000 UTCI decided to make today a Throwback Thursday. I was observing these pictures of myself in Thailand last May. My boobs have definitely gotten bigger since then, but also are smaller than they were several years ago. They were their biggest when I used to eat dairy, but that was also when I had ovarian cysts, horrible inflammation, horrible cramps, and was struggling with depressive episodes. They were their smallest during and after my final years of college when I was so overwhelmed with the amount of work I had that my appetite was suppressed. Struggling with my body image has been a journey that began since before puberty, sadly enough. Being a sexworker for the past 5 years has oftentimes been a blessing and a curse for this same reason, but ultimately it’s all been Divine. Sometimes I receive negative comments about my body from men online, but I do my best to not let them shake me anymore. I understand they are speaking from conditioned views of what a woman’s body “should” look like. I am Divine regardless of physicality, and above all, I honor the cycles of being a human and a woman. Right now my breasts look and feel incredibly healthy because I am at an incredibly healthy place in my life, and they are also receiving an incredible amount of love. I wrote a post several weeks back about breast health and nipple orgasms, I highly recommend checking it out if you haven’t! It’s beautiful to observe and to FEEL how much breasts change over the course of just one month. My ovulation and period boobs are much different that any other time of the month. Being a woman is so fascinating really.
