








Lights vs. boobs part two π
Life update: I went to the doctor. My testosterone is still zero, my e is fairly high. I'm going to reducing my dose further to see if t comes back a little and makes me less distracted and unmotivated. Then I'm going to try starting injections to get that real shit going.
I'm starting to feel better generally. I can't tell if I'm starting to feel better generally or if I'm just becoming manic again. I'm worried that I'm a narcissist and that's why I can't connect with people. I'm sad that my life has become small and awful, but I think Julia is the best I can be, and I need to start being her all the time.
The horny is coming back a little, I think. And it's different π. I spent some nice time with my fuck machine in my bed last night π sorry, no videos because I dunno βΊοΈ