pastelskytrash

It's 82 days since I saw you for the last time. Or, that's a..

Added 2024-09-26 01:03:08 +0000 UTC

It's 82 days since I saw you for the last time. Or, that's actually a lie. I still see you sitting on the kitchen floor, screaming at me for more food. I still feel the weight of you on my chest when we nap or go to bed. I still see you and feel you, wherever I go. Every single moment of my life.

I'm sorry I couldn't save you. I keep trying to convince myself that I did everything I could, but what if I had taken you to the vet just one day earlier? What if I had taken you to another vet? What if I had done something completely else.. Would you then have been here, alive with me?

I would do anything, absolutely everything to have you in my arms just for 30 more minutes.. That's all I ask.

I just simply miss you, I miss you so much it's eating me alive. Thank you for saving me, Malou. I wish I could've done the same for you.