One of the things I’m grateful for here is I can be a real h..

One of the things I’m grateful for here is I can be a real human in many ways. I don’t have to be one way. Clothes or no clothes. 1 angle or not another. Teacher of movement but not sensual. I can be all of that and that is the truest gift in life to be fully human with others. I no longer have to be a human with a stigma or have to hide parts of myself to be decent. I can be a human living my life and sharing it with like minded souls. This online offline world has created beautiful places for us to learn and grow together around the world. When I opened the 100 and the 250 tiers on patreon (link in bio to join) it was scary. Showing all of me getting truly open and real with who I have always been with others isn't easy. I have limited number as the online world is for me about a community. I want to build the community and create a loving space and grow it too. However in the process I need to be mindful not everyone is so kind and sees the same. For me this is about building a community of healing and humanness for others it is simply not. Please know I love when you ask me questions & tell me things about you. I want to hear. I am not here for a number I am here to be human like you and hope we can find our way better in the world together. However, doing this has been truly hard sharing more of what the world judges me for, misappropriates and disrespects me for and says I am pörn for. I have had much bullying and disrespect but you all make it worth it, who get it. As a soft person like myself who feels everything, it is never easy in a hard world. It is never easy living your dream in a world that doesnt get it. It is never easy not living your dream in this world either or living someone else's expectations and not feeling happy. We all struggle. On the 100 and 250 tier I’m able to teach and show art that allows me to be all angles and be unapologetically myself. Like this photo without having to cover parts of me and all angles. I love seeing the body from different angles. I love seeing how it looks, what muscles work, what muscle may not be working, what parts of the body look like from different angles and realness. Like if I was in an art class or at a sauna in Austria you just be human and nobody tells you how to be. The body in these spaces is seen for art and a tool for life. We all also know the body to have sexuality (we have pleasure and create children) but it isn't the only thing a naked body is and it becomes more about us understanding sexuality is apart of life not darkness. More about understanding the body to use for all aspects of life and open the dark places to the light so we can connect better to ourselves and others and live more healthily. I know it’s hard for everyone to understand and I know everyone views the world differently and wants things differently. But I want to thank this community (you all) for being here and growing with me. It’s life changing and I’m grateful for you all and all you give and all we share and talk about. I do this on my own all posts, writings (that is why there is spelling mistakes haha). Most videos and photos except when I am blessed with a photographers art which is rare for me and has been such a gift when I have worked with others like Michelle and Kelelah @audriasana It is a lot of work to do this and know it is hard for many to understand that but its never been simple to create or share and the hours that goes into it is my heart and soul to you all. I also get nervous still sharing hoping I will receive love back and people will appreciate it. I know also with technology it can be difficult and things aren’t always how we want or the right program etc, but im grateful that there is this space over no space to connect. I wish I could make everything perfect and ideal for everyone and fix all the problems but I cannot. So what I wish for more is we can all walk side by side with love and respect in our differences showing kindness as we go. You are all magic Blessings Rhy