(Hi everyone this is real life elaine wanting to touch base ..
Added 2024-01-05 19:57:11 +0000 UTC(Hi everyone this is real life elaine wanting to touch base with everyone! I’m sorry for my absence. Along with health issues that took me about six months to figure out the source/get healed from and a family member in hospice since March, I had been unable to give anyone my full attention. My loved one passed peacefully two nights ago. While I want to give myself time to fully grieve, that’s not in the cards for me at the moment. I was fortunate to pick up a job right before the holidays, but because I was so busy in the nursing home ((and I luckily got out of jury duty the day my loved one passed; why is jury duty so insanely good at picking the most inconvenient time to call you in???)) my boss took me off the schedule until the end of this month, while also letting me know my hours going forward will be drastically cut, which was something I knew might happen going into the job, just haven’t been able to find any better options currently. The way things are going financially, I’ll not be able to pay March’s rent, and while I’m fortunate to have the option, I desperately don’t want to move back to a relative’s cramped basement which is very far away from places I can physically work and make OF also basically impossible, so while it’s shelter, it’s also a financial trap. What I’m saying is, I’ll be back on here after this weekend after I’ve taken a couple of days to sit after an extremely busy month. I had been preparing for my loved one’s passing for a long time, and because of the state they’d been in, we’ve not been able to communicate to one another for almost three years. There’s relief in knowing they won’t be in any more pain. I’m very sad, but I’m determined to keep going and to not let this bring me back down. I appreciate everyone’s understanding and patience with me.) Real life is a bit of a drag so Elaine will be back in a couple of days and will be desperate for love and affection as usual 🫡 Thank you for reading! 💐
