I been using OF for 3 years now, and I remember at the begin..

I been using OF for 3 years now, and I remember at the beginning it was already starting off pretty good, did some of my bdsm stuff cause that's what I used to post on my ig for a while, many wonder why did I stop posting that content. It was for a number of reasons, one of them was because of TOS, ig didn't like that sort of thing and would take them down, many people thought I was actually practicing it in real life but the truth is I never have, why was I posting it? Why was I modeling for it in the first place? Well that was what lead to the downfall of the bdsm content. The photographer who I originally worked with, who introduced me to that whole thing in the first place, had actually been problematic, narcissistic, greedy, selfish, possessive, and controlling for years. We stopped working with each other 2 years ago after an incident involving another model that caused problems that lead to the beginning of the downward spiral. Stopped working with me for half a year and then suddenly wanted to again but after all those years of all that unprofessional behavior, I had enough and kept my distance. He finally agreed to just cut contact with me a year, we have not spoke again since. Its a real shame because we did make quite a few great collection of photos together especially with the bondage stuff, and without him I'd of never gotten the following I gained from it, even if it was a bit different than what I was used to. Its why you saw fewer and fewer posts over the last 2 years and it caused that particular audience to eventually fade away as I went back to just posting cosplay regularly. I no longer have that photographer who was the one who was helping me with all that, because as I explained before, this particular kind of modeling is quite difficult and always requires another person, and since I lost that element it caused me to just work with that I have on my own. Most content creators have a crew they work with and network but unfortunately I've never been lucky enough to have that, except for with said photographer but that's all I ever had. It was never easy to work with others due to my busy schedule when I was in college and my day job on the side made it nearly impossible to do anything. Rest assured, I was always hesitant to tell this story only cause I was afraid what if said person was watching my only fans and was going to see me say something and try and go after me as a result for "defaming" him. I will never let myself be put in a position where I'm just seen as a tool and being wrongfully treated as a result again. I will be independently be continuing to post my own content.