So this girl predates my list. I can’t find her in it so I’..

So this girl predates my list. I can’t find her in it so I’m assuming she was before I started it. Sorry no number for her. My famous saying is if you can eat sushi then you can eat anything. We matched on craigslist I remember and she just wanted a casual hookup like me. At this time I was still telling girls I was married to be Upfront and honest about everything. This girl is the reason I changed that. We were talking and had it all set up. I was gonna bring some pizza we’re gonna chill in my limo and have some fun in it. The day that we were supposed to see each other I told her I was married and the wife knew and all that good stuff. She called off our date and said she didn’t want to do it anymore. When she decided not to see me and it kind of made me mad. Nothing changed about me or about our arrangement. I remember I wrote her in an email I think we were messaging an email. I basically laid it all out at once. I asked her why did it matter if I was married if it’s just a hook up. No dating after, it’s not cheating my wife knows, I don’t understand, what is the differences. It was a pretty long email but that was the jist of what I told her and I actually figured I would never hear from her again. Advice for the guys if you think you lost put it all out there we have nothing to lose. Basically saying that when you have a no for whatever reason give her one hail Mary if you say and let it be. This does not mean pressure her. That’s what this email was, my Hail Mary trying to save something that probably wasn’t savable. She responded and agreed to still see me. I guess understanding that it was a hook up we weren’t going to date it, didn’t matter if I was married. So I went to the pizza place and got my pizza like we agreed and I picked her up when I took her to a scenic area of the river and we sat there and ate our pizza and chatted. Now all the good stuff. I started making out with her the normal, make out feeling her over clothes, moving to under her clothes, pulling her boobs out. Play with her nipples, just the high school date scene from a movie. I still have my clothes on like usual and I am removing her clothes from her. I have all her clothes off and she is naked laying on the seat of my limo and I go down on her. Before This day and since then I have never tasted a vagina so badly flavored. I remember thinking to myself I think this is probably medicine on her cooch. I have two choices right now: stop eating her out or continue. While I am deciding which choice to do I am trying to make sure I don’t swallow any of this new flavor. And I’m thinking of myself, can this hurt me? I decided It probably cannot hurt me and I used the saliva in my mouth to wash out this flavor and continue eating her out. Yeah I do not think very many guys would’ve done this, in fact most the guys I know would have stopped the whole thing and maybe even told her off. I am never mean to women even if they deserve it. I’m not saying she deserved it but that could be argued. So I’m eating her out and getting rid of this flavor and I can tell she’s enjoying herself while I am still checking myself or symptoms of poisoning. I did not eat her out that long because I was a little worried that it might be the last vagina I ate. I remove my tongue, move it up to her boobs and make sure I wipe all the medicine flavor off my mouth before kissing her. I slide into her and fill her full of my cum. I don’t remember the sex part very much and it had to of been over four years ago that this happened. So the story mainly is about eating her up because that I will never forget. The moral of the story is don’t treat women bad even if they deserve it. Check for medicine before eating out vaginas. And for me as a married guy I stop telling women I was married unless I knew them and now let’s talk about that. Before this girl I always told the girl I was married in some way. I can’t remember all of them but email or texts usually before we met though. 90% of the girls that know I’m married before we see do not see me and I know why. Guys that are married that cheat ruin it for guys like me that are married and have permission. Every girl knows a guy that’s a cheater. I will bank every dollar in my bank account on that. As soon as you say you’re married you are now a cheater. Most women do not believe that a woman would let a guy step out. The second thing is that human nature prevents women from seeing guys that are already taken. They are mainly looking for a mate to keep her safe and support her in nature. This might not be you but this is in the psyche of women. Since then I decided to tell the girl only after two things have happened. One we have met in person maybe or maybe not have had sex. The second thing is that I will see them again. If it’s just a hookup I did not tell him I’m married. I remember this one girl right after I got done fucking her looked up and seen all my wife stuff in the bedroom. She then asked me if I was married. Obviously I have to say yes just looking at all her stuff. But I remember that it did not matter to her before we had sex. And this now is how I am now. It does not matter to me before I have sex with a girl. Some people tell me that it’s wrong for me to hide that I am married. I do not agree with that. My marriage is between me and my wife, not between me and anyone else. Morally it is just as wrong to have premarital sex with a married guy vs an unmarried guy. I think what’s wrong is to judge my relationship before knowing me and you use all the cheaters out there to assume that since I’m married I must be cheating. Just like assuming that because I’m a swinger I only do it for sex. Be careful what you eat and just eat sushi to help get over any flavors she may have.