Tldr: bath set tomorrow night! I have a weird love/hate rel..
Added 2020-11-17 12:07:16 +0000 UTCTldr: bath set tomorrow night!
I have a weird love/hate relationship with my tummy. I have like super defined oblique and but I gain ALL my weight in my belly so I've never had lower abs and just try to clench as hard as I can so I look like in the above pics. This is way harder to do sitting down, and I kind of exhausted myself taking flattering pics while sitting in a tub. I think I succeeded, the pics look great imo but it left me feeling kinda insecure and impostery. ? (Ffs even for these photos I only picked flattering ones).
I took a few days to reflect on it and I think I need to ❄️chill❄️ and maybe not worry about that so much when shooting in the future. My body is just like this, and I can't control every roll or shadow. I'd imagine nobody would really notice but it just takes reading like ONE mean comment to spiral. But that's kinda ridiculous and unrealistic, so I'm promising to myself that I'll be better. Idk if anyone here cares, I'm just used to twitch stream finding it mildly interesting to hear what a female creator worries about herself in silence ?. I promise I'm not fishing, I'm mostly just trying to normalize (to myself) talking about stuff. Side note @omgcosplay talks a lot about acceptance of soft bellies and has done wonders to help me whether she knows it or not ? pls give her love.
Any of y'all have some body thing you worry about that you know is just kind of normal and silly to fret over? ??
