TODAY I am officially a year sober. thank you guys so much f..
Added 2022-05-12 09:03:24 +0000 UTCTODAY I am officially a year sober. thank you guys so much for your support through this journey. For the ones who've followed me from the beginning, the ones who've just recently developed a relationship with me, I would not have made it through without all of your support . i do discuss my personal life on here because i really feel safe here. like this is a support system for me. however crazy that may sound. this is not just "porn" for me . i have built some amazing relationships and friendships and supporters on here. A year ago today I was overdosed in an air mattress in an apartment I had no control over because I couldn't move or speak. my soul was gone . i cannot believe it has been a year. i found strength in myself i didnt even know i had . I am having some health problems right now and can't work at the moment during my recovering journey so this is my full time job and I just want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart to all of you who have supported me where I can just focus on getting well . to be able to work from home and survive. I have no idea where I'd be right now if you guys weren't here for me . no idea. I don't even want to think about that . I just want you to know that I would probably have relapsed without you guys. because I would have not been able to physically work and I wouldn't be able to pay for my doctor's appointments or my medication . I would have just given up on myself. this is my full time job and I just sincerely from the bottom of my heart thank each and every one of you when I lay my head down at night. every single night. I am so thankful . A year ago today I stopped breathing. today I breathe gratitude.
