Some arts I done recently. I need to do some cognitive behavioral therapy (yes, OF blocks the word "see bee tee" ð) on my perceptions and beliefs about my body... Maybe I can do that while doing art of myself?
And yes I was listening to SCP stories and stuff while doing the partial machine sun thing.
I'm sorry for not being around much. I feel gross and old and ugly and it's just been generally difficult
2021-01-26 23:29:45 +0000 UTC View Post
I've been losing weight so my face is all gaunt ð but I am shooting a custom video today, and another one tomorrow!
2021-01-25 00:15:07 +0000 UTC View PostMy new dimmer, for the white lights. The buttons do nothing, yet. I want to connect these to my Chaturbate software but I'm not sure which way is the best. They have wifi and Bluetooth. I could have one be the master and get messages from the computer and then send them on with websockets or more Bluetooth or webrtc? Or or or...
2021-01-22 05:15:07 +0000 UTC View PostHoodie orgasm from last night :) I think I'm heading into the lower part of my mood cycle, so I was thinking of doing like an art therapy stream? ð oh fuck I could do painting on my OWN BODY ooh good idea, self!
2021-01-20 23:48:32 +0000 UTC View Post
Dumb no makeup pics... With a new thing!
2021-01-18 20:57:21 +0000 UTC View Post
Did you wonder how the random pics I took while on cam that one night turned out? ...not super well is the answer :P turns out it is hard to light a subject for multiple cameras! You can see my reaction as the camera starts taking pics in rapid fire for some reason...
2021-01-17 04:20:55 +0000 UTC View PostI told you there was a video :) Just me masturbating in my box. A little informal... but it looks good? Might be a bit loud.
2021-01-15 22:27:19 +0000 UTC View PostJust as a joke: this is what it's like for me having to go through my hours-long cam recordings to cut a compilation together
2021-01-15 21:14:36 +0000 UTC View PostMy orgasm last night! and probably some talking about dumb stuff I dunno :P
2021-01-15 19:43:36 +0000 UTC View Post
Were you sucking on these last night?? Every morning I wake up and they feel fuller and squishier and juicier ðĐ
2021-01-14 18:28:43 +0000 UTC View PostI'm getting ready to do a little chill music production stream here on OnlyFans in a little while... might be an hour or so?
2021-01-13 20:53:18 +0000 UTC View Post
Yes I live in this hoodie. I need a new girl version one but I don't think they make them anymore :( it's an OG American Apparel hoodie and I dunno if the new incarnation would be as good :/ I had fun doing nerd talk tonight!
2021-01-12 09:08:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I think they're growing! Makes me happy. Oh yikes no makeup ððĪŠðŽ
2021-01-11 22:07:48 +0000 UTC View PostSome recordings from my super long LED light building show, in case you are wondering wtf is going on with that.
2021-01-11 08:09:28 +0000 UTC View Post
I MIGHT be doing a little electronics project on cam tonight
2021-01-09 23:08:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Part 6: the newcomer? ...to be continued???
2021-01-09 03:00:50 +0000 UTC View Post
PART 4: FEET ðē and DICK double ðē
2021-01-09 02:58:15 +0000 UTC View PostWould you like to see 183 pictures of me? they are good, in my opinion :)
2021-01-09 02:14:23 +0000 UTC View Post
okay you can have one early (just as a treat :3)
2021-01-08 16:49:27 +0000 UTC View Posthmm! how many cups of coffee will it take me to edit the 350 photos I took last night?
2021-01-08 16:31:08 +0000 UTC View Post
exactly one year ago and last night :) ...my hair has gotten longer? my legs are a little less spotty.
I was going to post this on twitter but it seems like expressing self-deprecating things publicly has become.. dangerous. I am a little disappointed with my transition so far, but I do have hope for this next year... maybe not as much hope as I had a year ago :P
