Fishnet lingerie makes me feel more naked than being naked d..
Fishnet lingerie makes me feel more naked than being naked does sometimes š
2022-04-12 15:49:04 +0000 UTC View Post
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PLS READā¼ļø Iāve thought about this for a long while and rece..
PLS READā¼ļø Iāve thought about this for a long while and recently some uncontrollable life events have sort of pushed my hand, so Itās a good time to let yaāll know whatās up. Its never been a secret that my main niche I participate in and make content for, I also make a lot of criticisms of. Iāve been vocal since the very start about unequal treatment, disrespect and abuse that Black models participating in feedism receive and while I thought my words and advocation would somehow create or at least inspire some sort of change, things have gottenā¦worse? I was just recently made aware of a few doxxing attempts made at my expense, forā¦literally just being a feedist model doing normal feedism shit but daring to be Black and vocal about the mistreatment I face and the imbalance of things in general. Iām not holding this as a grudge, but this is also something that never for some reason makes any waves in the ācommunityā ā I am a disabled Black person, I donāt have any family, Iāve been on my own since I was 14. This has happened to other Black trans sex workers, and itās just something we all seem to move on from like itās not insanely violent, messed up and specifically TARGETED. There is no wave to protect people like myself in this ācommunityā which is a reason why I use quotes when I call it that. Moving on. This massive risk and hypervisibility I face performing this way and creating content for the fetish I love and the lifestyle I lead has proven to put me in *too much* danger to be worth it when I donāt make decent enough money to make sure Iām taking care of other things that can ensure more safety and security. And this is before getting into the physical aspect of it. Yall, Ive gained so much fucking weight and I havenāt so much as been tipped for clothes more than 3 times, let alone having the money to pay for insurance so I can go to the doctor and monitor my health and make sure Iām okay. I was already disabled before I made any big gains, so my health has gotten to the point where itās noticeably declining, and I justā¦canāt really let myself keep doing this when Iām only like, getting sexual pleasure out of it (ocassionaly, im so stressed im hardly having any fun) and thats basically it, besides making some friends. But I donāt have to work 40+ hours a week making content to make friends in feedism, yknow? I can just be around. So, what Iām saying here is that I will no longer be centering the alteration of my body and gaining weight in my content and presence online. Iām not going to be *trying* to lose any weight but I am going to be back in the gym so I can get my back and leg strength back to where it used to be before I became a bump on a log to gain 50 pounds in 3 months. My back hurts all the time yall lmao my tits are HUGE! This hurts, and I donāt want to be so uncomfortable anymore. Iām sorry if this upsets you, but also not really. Cause the whole thing is I only have one body. And iāve already madeā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..a shit ton of feedism content. None of it is going anywhere and I will still be making some here and there it will just no longer be my primary focus and I will no longer be counting calories, monitoring my weight and intentionally gaining for a while. Iāll hopefully be doing some collabs this year and releasing them over the next year or so. Iāll 100% be making a lot of FEEDER content becauseā¦I have this fetish. Also will still be doing plenty stuffings and bloating. I just want to take back the control over my body and over my creative process and hopefully make more money. Iām burned out yaāll and feeling bad about myself and my body for likeā¦years because I canāt keep up is just too rough on my mental health. I may or may not circle back to centering the alteration of my body and gaining weight, but for now, thatās not the vibe around these parts. Lilith gotta take some time to get stronk. Big mommy. Strong mommy. Still fat mommy, too though. Remember my name is āLilith is Fatā not āLilith Gains Weightā soooo, Anyways if youāre a shithead about this Iāll block you. If youāre smart youāll say congrats on making a positive life change and tip me if you can. Hey I put this everywhere else but wanted to make sure Iām transparent so itās here too! Now, let it be clear: this does not mean I am no longer gaining or am attempting to lose. This does not mean I am no longer producing feedist content. All it means is that I am no longer centering the alteration of my body for a while. Gain hiatus. My body needs a break, and my mind does too. I just need to eat without counting every calorie, behave how I feel comfortable without being worried Iām being too active. I also really miss being stronger š so yeah, pretty much nothing is changing except for thereās no more monthly gain updates cause Iām no longer watching my weight in that way. Always gonna be fat, always gonna be a feedist, always gonna eat like I do have health insurance (lol). So yeah hope youāre happy for me. Also I lowered my price back to 8.99 cause Iām nervous everyone is going to leave me over this :-)
2022-04-11 08:57:50 +0000 UTC View PostTraining sesh #1! Iām gonna be going for 3L next time I do a..
Training sesh #1! Iām gonna be going for 3L next time I do a full bloat so training is in order for a bit
2022-04-09 21:28:25 +0000 UTC View PostOh snap I meant to attach a poll
Oh snap I meant to attach a poll
2022-04-07 23:46:14 +0000 UTC View PostSooo I know Iāve done plenty strap content here before but h..
Sooo I know Iāve done plenty strap content here before but how do you feel about prosthetic dick pics and videos? Personally I find them super hot and would like to make more for yāall, and in general.
2022-04-07 13:20:00 +0000 UTC View Postsent out march weigh in to everyone who paid for it (so far!..
sent out march weigh in to everyone who paid for it (so far!)! bump our message if you didnt get yours and you tipped for it! reminder its $25 bucks and includes my mid march weigh in, late march weigh in, measuring and updated stats as well as updates on my gain in general :)
2022-04-02 02:43:55 +0000 UTC View PostHiiieeee any time now until the 10th of next month you can g..
Hiiieeee any time now until the 10th of next month you can grab my Feeder Tier OF exclusive March Weigh Ins + Detailed measurement update videos for a $25 tip! š¤ bundle January, February and March together if you missed the first two for a discounted price of $55 for the next 3 days only! Thanks for keeping up with my gains š
2022-03-31 15:57:15 +0000 UTC View Postwe tied between eating + masturbation so I'm being a darling..
we tied between eating + masturbation so I'm being a darling and giving you a full length that includes boffummmm <3
2022-03-30 20:49:27 +0000 UTC View PostI CAN POST VIDS AGAIN! lol I had to submit two more tickets ..
I CAN POST VIDS AGAIN! lol I had to submit two more tickets but I heard back today š posting a poll early in the AM to see what full length yāall want next!
2022-03-30 02:02:11 +0000 UTC View PostHiiiiii of isnāt letting me upload videosš£ I submitted a tic..
Hiiiiii of isnāt letting me upload videosš£ I submitted a ticket and should hear back tomorrow morning! It should be fixed by Wednesday at the latest Iām hoping. š¤š¾ until then, pls enjoy the 500+ full lengths already uploaded for just a bit longer while I wait for the site to let me work lol.
2022-03-27 17:28:09 +0000 UTC View PostIām literally *covered* in stretch marks these days
Iām literally *covered* in stretch marks these days
2022-03-27 12:31:15 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Fetish Friday!!!!! Today you're my tiny (and I mean i..
Happy Fetish Friday!!!!! Today you're my tiny (and I mean it when I say tiny) play pet! I've got an oral fixation and I'm using you to satiate it.
2022-03-25 14:34:31 +0000 UTC View PostCan I get a āyou look hugeā in the chat
Can I get a āyou look hugeā in the chat
2022-03-24 23:34:07 +0000 UTC View PostBIMBO BIINNNNNGEEEE yay! I love feeling myself get all bloat..
BIMBO BIINNNNNGEEEE yay! I love feeling myself get all bloated n round i wanna do a whole pizza and dessert and soda soon, ive had a serious craving
2022-03-23 15:43:46 +0000 UTC View PostBig bimbo stuffing video tomorrow letās goooooooo Alsoā¦soda ..
Big bimbo stuffing video tomorrow letās goooooooo Alsoā¦soda bloatā¦soonā¦ I wanna train for it though. How would you like the training broken up to show you: I can film my entire training sessions of stretching my gut in preparation for the big bloat, or I can film short clips whenever I do and compile them all together! First option is more for if you like fail vids :p Compilation gets you to the good faster
2022-03-22 18:01:56 +0000 UTC View PostI got waaaaaaaaaayyy toooo hot in this but it also turned me..
I got waaaaaaaaaayyy toooo hot in this but it also turned me on to be all hot and slick tbh
2022-03-21 14:48:48 +0000 UTC View PostSomebody should have warned me how much latex makes me sweat..
Somebody should have warned me how much latex makes me sweat š„µ I wasnāt sure anything could look even *more* painted onto me but damn. It can
2022-03-20 14:53:00 +0000 UTC View PostThis outfit is almost outgrown, too! The top is going to rip..
This outfit is almost outgrown, too! The top is going to rip in a couple months when I try this again hahaha. I love this outfit it makes me feel like such a greedy ditzy lil bimbo @___@
2022-03-19 16:38:42 +0000 UTC View PostThinking about getting brought endless hotdogs while I loung..
Thinking about getting brought endless hotdogs while I lounge on the beach
2022-03-17 18:59:31 +0000 UTC View PostEver wanted to see what I see when I'm playing with my belly..
Ever wanted to see what I see when I'm playing with my belly? :3 oiling it up like this makes it soooooo soft. ugh. also reminder! mid and late march weigh in videos as well as my updated measurements are available for $25 this month! Delivered on the last day of the month right to ur inbox :3
2022-03-16 18:49:30 +0000 UTC View PostIt's pretty amazing what you can get away with when you've g..
It's pretty amazing what you can get away with when you've got a gluttonous mommy
2022-03-14 21:46:01 +0000 UTC View PostOutgrowing outfits like itās a sport š
Outgrowing outfits like itās a sport š
2022-03-13 21:01:59 +0000 UTC View PostAHHHHH you did it omg! thankuthanku!!! Hehe now you get this..
AHHHHH you did it omg! thankuthanku!!! Hehe now you get this vid a day early before anyone else has seen it :0 I'm so excited to shooowww you it's my favorite video I've ever done. I feel like I look as big as I ever have too o_o its amazing. If this gets a good reception i wanna do it again SOONSOONSOON cause it felt really fucking goodš like whew. š¦š¦anyways....if u enjoy lmk, either w words or tips both are v highly appreciated and encouraging/enabling my gluttonyyyyyyy~~
2022-03-11 15:11:46 +0000 UTC View PostLol this is my "outside wear" bikini....pretty sure it's not..
Lol this is my "outside wear" bikini....pretty sure it's not gonna be suitable for outside wear soon,,, also!!! omg. saturday you get to see how much ice cream I put away the other day...get hype. If you want it earlier than Saturday send me a tip! If this post gets like $40 in tips i'll post the ice cream video tomorrow instead of saturday!
2022-03-10 18:02:20 +0000 UTC View PostIām trying to think of bimbo-like foods to binge but I simpl..
Iām trying to think of bimbo-like foods to binge but I simply am bimbo braining out and canāt think of anything but sweets! But I donāt wanna sweets stuff rn š I just did a big one! (That youāll see soon hehehe) maybe something phallic shaped? I dunno give me ideas pls š
2022-03-09 19:15:15 +0000 UTC View PostWant my belly button made out with
Want my belly button made out with
2022-03-09 19:07:10 +0000 UTC View Post