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성수동 수제화거리가서 친구랑 놀구 맛있는 밥먹구 볼링내기에서 지고 포차가서 술마셨답니다! 오랜만에 집순이 탈..

성수동 수제화거리가서 친구랑 놀구 맛있는 밥먹구 볼링내기에서 지고 포차가서 술마셨답니다! 오랜만에 집순이 탈출 Went to Sungsoo dong to get a pair of custom made heels- went to super cute resteraunt and pigged out- lost to my friend at bowling by 2 points- went to outdoor booze camp :) had a lot of fun

2023-03-24 11:40:23 +0000 UTC View Post

[16 Pictures] 요번에 찍은 화보입니다. 1부 (#16 사진) Photoshoot part 1 (1..

[16 Pictures] 요번에 찍은 화보입니다. 1부 (#16 사진) Photoshoot part 1 (16pictures)

2023-03-16 13:38:42 +0000 UTC View Post

Sorry for not being to able to answer DMs! Very busy until t..

Sorry for not being to able to answer DMs! Very busy until tonight. Done with photo session + video and will post later tonight with video on Saturday! DM확인 못해서 죄송합니다, 오늘까지 스케쥴이 바빠요 ㅠㅠ 어제 솔로촬영 끝냈으며 사진은 오늘 밤에, 영상은 토요일 중으로 올리겠습니다~

2023-03-16 06:22:57 +0000 UTC View Post

가다실 9가로 업그레이드 완료했습니다 😊 전신 레이저 제모도 하고 속옷도 사고... 200만원 깨지네요 앜 ..

가다실 9가로 업그레이드 완료했습니다 😊 전신 레이저 제모도 하고 속옷도 사고... 200만원 깨지네요 앜 ㅋㅋ 트랜스젠더 여성이라 남자 제모 가격 받는거 좀 슬펐음 ㅠㅠ Got the new Gardasil 9 HPV vaccine! Also got my full body laser hair removal session and got some lingerie... spent like $2,000 alone today LOL ;-; Low-key sad that they charged me for men's hair removal even though I barely have any hair...

2023-03-13 12:58:52 +0000 UTC View Post

생일파티 다녀왔습니다! Went to a birthday party :)

2023-03-12 01:09:30 +0000 UTC View Post

와 21시간 잤어요;; 얼른 영상 편집해서 올리겠습니다 I slept 21 hours lol- time t..

와 21시간 잤어요;; 얼른 영상 편집해서 올리겠습니다 I slept 21 hours lol- time to edit new video

2023-03-07 20:17:13 +0000 UTC View Post

금요일 나가서 촬영하고 이제 집 들어왔습니다... 조금 쉬었다가 영상 편집해서 올릴게용! Went out ..

금요일 나가서 촬영하고 이제 집 들어왔습니다... 조금 쉬었다가 영상 편집해서 올릴게용! Went out to film on Friday and just came home today. Going to get a bit of rest and edit the video later!

2023-03-06 12:06:13 +0000 UTC View Post

오피스룩 Formal attire 😀

2023-03-03 10:40:47 +0000 UTC View Post

오늘은 속눈썹 펌 받았지롱. 너무 맘에 든다ㅠ Got my lashes done. So happy how ..

오늘은 속눈썹 펌 받았지롱. 너무 맘에 든다ㅠ Got my lashes done. So happy how they turned out omgomgomg

2023-03-02 15:24:18 +0000 UTC View Post

[2 Photos] 매니큐어랑 페디 받았어요 😲 운동하는데 방해되서 짧게 짧게... 오랜만에 힐링해서 행복..

[2 Photos] 매니큐어랑 페디 받았어요 😲 운동하는데 방해되서 짧게 짧게... 오랜만에 힐링해서 행복 ㅠ Got my nails and pedicure done! Got them short so they don't get in the way when I work out xD I feel so happy 😊 Been a while since I treated myself like this hehe..

2023-03-01 11:54:08 +0000 UTC View Post

아씨 사진찍는데 폰에 정액 묻어있엌ㅋ Got cum on my phone trying to take a pi..

아씨 사진찍는데 폰에 정액 묻어있엌ㅋ Got cum on my phone trying to take a pic wtf hahah

2023-02-21 17:47:23 +0000 UTC View Post

촬영 끝 😀 Done filming ♡

2023-02-20 01:31:53 +0000 UTC View Post

Thank you everyone for the Happy valentines :) 💝 💝 💝 Did so..

Thank you everyone for the Happy valentines :) 💝 💝 💝 Did some hiking today for exercise and had yummy food! 발렌타인데이 선물들 감사합니다 ㅠ 오늘은 등산하고 칼국수집에서 맛있게 밥 먹고 왔어요 ♡♡♡

2023-02-14 17:00:54 +0000 UTC View Post

Got bored hehe 심심해서 사진 몇장..

2023-02-08 06:59:50 +0000 UTC View Post

이불빨래 끝! 팁 받은거 모아서 옷도 삼십만원 어치 질렀습니다 감사해요~💗 Done with launder..

이불빨래 끝! 팁 받은거 모아서 옷도 삼십만원 어치 질렀습니다 감사해요~💗 Done with laundering my bed sheets 😀 Also ordered 300$ worth of clothes with all the tips you guys have been giving. Thank you so much 💓

2023-02-03 10:38:15 +0000 UTC View Post

벌떡주 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ Uhh.. "Jump Up" booze lol

2023-02-01 06:56:39 +0000 UTC View Post

Done filming 촬영 끝.. 곧 2차 영상 올라가요 ㅋㅋ Part 2 soon

2023-01-28 21:27:08 +0000 UTC View Post

정자 검사 결과: 일반 남성보다 30% 적지만 아직 운동성과 건강이 양호하며 냉동보관이 가능하다! 그래서 얼..

정자 검사 결과:
일반 남성보다 30% 적지만 아직 운동성과 건강이 양호하며 냉동보관이 가능하다! 그래서 얼렸답니다 하핳. 아이를 가질 생각은 없지만 그래도 선택지가 있다는것에 행복하네요... 여성호르몬 6개월 이상 맞으면 보통 정자가 없어진다고 하는데 정자가 있다는것에 신기하네요; 새로찍은 영상 오늘 중으로 올리겠습니다!!!

Sperm test results:
30% less sperm than the average male, but they are still healthy and freezable! So I froze three batches and celebrated yesterday hehe Doubt I will have kids but just having the option available makes me happy :) Usually after 6 months of HRT you lose fertility in your sperm but I guess mine are still healthy some how D: Also, I have a new video ready and will be posting it later today once I'm done editing it!

2023-01-26 00:41:53 +0000 UTC View Post

떡국먹고 강아지랑 놀다가 집갑니다 😀 Spent the chinese new years with fam an..

떡국먹고 강아지랑 놀다가 집갑니다 😀 Spent the chinese new years with fam and doggo, time to go home now!

2023-01-24 00:43:29 +0000 UTC View Post

Time to go home 집 갈 시간 응응

2023-01-16 23:09:49 +0000 UTC View Post

Done filming on saturday but have yet to get home xD 촬영은 토요..

Done filming on saturday but have yet to get home xD 촬영은 토요일에 다 했는데 아직도 집에 안들어갔어요 윽.. 고백에서 술마시면서 룸메 퇴근 할때까지 버텨야 하옵니닷.. 영등포 놀러오실분? ㅋㅋ

2023-01-16 12:33:14 +0000 UTC View Post

[여성병원에서 정자검사 받은 썰] This video is me explaining what happene..

[여성병원에서 정자검사 받은 썰] This video is me explaining what happened when I went to get my cum examined in Korean due to my relatively poor Korean writing skills 🙃 Pretty much the same thing as the wall of text I wrote earlier 😆

2023-01-13 17:24:06 +0000 UTC View Post

[KR Version] 먼저 걱정 끼쳐드려서 죄송하고, 영어로 올린 계시물을 바로 번역해서 올리려했으나 제가..

[KR Version] 먼저 걱정 끼쳐드려서 죄송하고, 영어로 올린 계시물을 바로 번역해서 올리려했으나 제가 취해가지고 책상에 잠들었어요 엌;; 죄송합니당ㅠ 별일 없었구요 그냥 마음이 조금 무겁고 당황스러운 날을 보내게 되어서 아까 글 올렸어요! 제가 벽장에서 나올때부터 부모님께서는 제가 정자 얼리는것을 권유 하셨어요. 이유는 다들 아시겠지만 손주를 엄청 기대하고 계신답니다 제가 외아들에 장남이었어서... 아마 그래서 많이 속상하셨을겁니다 제가 호르몬 대체요법(HRT)을 시작하면서 집안의 씨를 마르게했고 저를 닮은 손주를 볼 기회를 제 의지로 디나이 시킨거나 마찬가니까요. 모르시는분들이 계실수 있어서 설명드립니다. HRT를 시작하게 되면 여성호르몬을 몸에 투입하게 되는데, 수많은 영구적인 변화들 중에는 장기간 투여시 불임이 대표적이에요. 물론 2-3달 끊으면 정자 생성이 다시 된다는 사례가 없지는 않은데, 이때도 정자가 전보다 많이 약해지거나 숫자가 현저히 줄어들게 된답니다. 아 그리고 많이들 여쭤보셔서 말씀드리는건데 저는 고환적출 수술 안했어요! 크기가 땅콩만 해졌을뿐 ㅋㅋ;;;;;;;; 아무튼 부모님이랑 관계가 개선되고 나서 제가 3달 정도 HRT 끊어보고 정자가 온전하면 냉동보관 하겠다고 말씀 드렸어요. 물론 확률이 낮기 때문에 너무 기대는 하지 말라고 말씀드렸지만... 우리 부모님 바로 그냥 절 가셔서 부처님께 기도 하시고 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 아이구양.. 어쨋든 그래서 작년은 좋은 일이 많았음에도 불구하고 마음이 굉장히 무거웠답니다. 근데 오늘 막상 여성병원가서 정자 검사 받으니까 부모님한테 죄송스럽더라구요- 불임일 확률이 높은데 나중에 이 소식 어떻게 말씀 드려야할지 생각하니까 막막하구 ㅠ 그래서 아까 찡찡 거리는 사진 올린거에요 핳... (죄송합니다) 병원에서 있었던 썰은 제가 따로 영상으로 올려드리겠습니다! 우리나라말을 이쁘게 못 써가지고 차라리 영상이 좋을듯 ㅎ;

2023-01-13 16:28:39 +0000 UTC View Post

[ENG Version] I apologize for being a drama queen and to tho..

[ENG Version] I apologize for being a drama queen and to those who were worried something happened. (TLDR; at the bottom) Uhhh... long story short my parents wanted me to freeze my sperm (ever since I came out to them) "Just in case" I wanted biological offspring with my partner, or by myself for the matter. My parents wish to have grand children so very much and they have large hearts full of love- perhaps the reason why they were hurt so much when I denied them the opportunity to share their love with... CUTE LITTLE MINIATURE JESSIE's. For those of you who aren't too familiar with the effects of Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT), Prolonged intake of estrogen (female hormones) leads to a number of permanent changes within the body- becoming infertile being one of the biggest alterations. There are reports that going off estrogen for 2-3 months can bring back fertility, but there is no guarantee that the sperm will be healthy as the testes are permanently damaged to some degree (A lot of people ask if I had my... balls cut off, I didn't, they just shrank to the size of... peanuts? from... grapes?) Anyhoooo- I told my parents after reconciling with them that I would go off estrogen for around 3 months and get my sperm tested to see if they were healthy enough to get frozen. I also told them the permanent effects that HRT has on the body and to not have their hopes too high. But Lo and behold off goes my parents to the Buddhist temple to pray that my sperm is healthy and they have been doing this for... I don't even know it has to be close to a year. This has weighed heavily upon my mind for quite a while until today when I felt the true gravity of it as I went to a womens clinic today to get my sperm tested. It was quite the comedy this day. To start, upon handing my medical information over to the front desk and declaring my intention of visiting, the front desk lady asked where my husband was lol. I told her I don't have a husband. (You can imagine the confusion on her face). I then told her that I was here for the sperm test. (The confusion seemed to intensify). So I leaned over and whispered that I was a transwoman. Mind that the clinic was jam packed with married couples and what not. So to make matters more akin to that of a comedy sketch, she asked me to speak louder since she couldn't hear me. So I declare to a third of the lobby that I am a transgender individual xD Glances here and there, some whispering- but the best part- the diamond-was her reaction. She was clearly flustered as I said that looking straight into her eyes and it was just cute how she apologized :). I was then kindly instructed to go to the Men's wing for testing. This is where it gets better. The front desk lady there first asked what my name was and stood still for a good 3 seconds. She asked me if I was here for the sperm exam while staring at my breasts. I replied yes in the most feminine and innocent way I could, telling her I was trans. (I was enjoying this very much). After another 3 seconds or so, she called a doc for consultation and then told me that there would be no reason for me to do the exam. This was not a reply I was expecting and genuinely had me wondering why I didn't need to test my sperm! So I politely asked her and she said that despite going through bottom surgery and having a prosthetic penis, my ejaculation wouldn't contain any real sperm. SHE THOUGHT I WAS AN FTM (female to male) LMAO. I giggled a bit to that response, and helped her out by telling her that I was the opposite of that, and haven't had my penis removed. Her reaction was that of genuine surprise- a bright light bulb lighting up on top of her head. She then kindly informed me to go to the 4th floor and wait until I was called upon. So in I went to a quiet isolated area with lube, tissues, a comfy couch, and a TV with porn to choose from. The lady told me to ejaculate into the cup she handed over to me and left the room. I scanned through every video and was amused how there was American, Chinese, and Japanese porn. The American porn was mostly from Bl4cked and this one site that provides content with a Mother and her Daughter both having sex with the daughters boyfriend. A lot of the asian porn was censored so I was unhappy with that until the last two were uncensored Japanese porn. What made it great was that the last two videos were like a compilation of women being fucked by 2 or more men. I started with the latter and edged a bit imagining fucking the ladies- then proceeded to finish while playing with my nipples watching the Bl4cked series, imagining I was being fucked by a monster of a cock while being tossed around like I was a feather. It felt great since I had to not masturbate for a full 3 days to get the best results which I will get to know next week on Friday. :) TLDR; Parents wanted me to freeze my sperm for a long time. I feel bad since the chances of me being fertile is very low due to being on estrogen for close to 2 years. I went to a clinic today to get my sperm examined- the front desk ladies thought I was an FTM trying to test his prosthetic dick.

2023-01-13 14:08:51 +0000 UTC View Post